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# A man who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

# A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things, but will stick around.

Stronger Than Ever

What you gave me I know you gave me
You remind me all the time
And how you hurt me and you don't see it
Again I am the child

And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong

I'm tired of walking on eggshells so terrified to fail
And in order to please you I've abandoned myself
And though it used to hurt me when you push me away
I'm stronger than ever, you made me this way


How I wish you, you suffered less too
It tears us both apart
And it's not pretty the way you criticize me
And how it breaks my heart

And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong

And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong

How I wish you knew, how much I need you
I feel like running but I can't abandon you
You avoid my gaze, withdraw from me these days
You punish me for trying to be all that you wanted
What more can I do?

And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong

RM110K

Ok Ducati sexy di atas berharga RM110K. Mane nak cari RM110K, you tell me. Semalam aku pergi Lot 10 membe nak jumpe membe skali terjumpe Ducati kat concourse area tu. Mase tu dah around 11 dah nak tutup dah pun. Aku snap aaa a few pics sebelum blah. Sekali crew kat sane offer aku nak try naik. Aku macam blur blur in doubt aku tanye eh boleh ke. Dia cakap boleh jek. Naik jek. Hahah aku buat muke excited naik. Snap snap. Sekali perempuan datang hey you're not allowed bla yada yada. Derrrrr aku kejab jek kot. Apsal perempuan tak boleh tengok hidup perempuan senang -______-"

Ok ini kesayangans aku. :)

Tahi.

Aku masuk office. Table aku penuh gila barang. Ye la last friday I had an away day with BBDO and yesterday I went for the Happy Feet 2 shoot. Tak sempat sempat nak balik office. As much as I miss my keyboard, aku rase sangat tension bila tengok barang berselerak kat table aku. Contract la, lightbox poster la, leaflets la magazines la. Nak mampus pagi-pagi dah spoil my mood. Bukak je email ambik kau over than 100++ inbox aku tak baca lagi. Badan aku terus jadi panas. Dengan colleagues aku yang sibuk check chinese copy dengan aku. Tak nampak ke aku banyak kerja wei. Urghhhh. Nak buat kerja but I dun kno where to start. Aku macam -_____________________- last last ended up kat blog ni lepas geram.

I'm currently killing two birds with one stone or chinese saying 'single leg kick all'. My former partner left me alone and I need to settle everything by my own. Serve me right. Aku patut buat blur blur masa nak perform few months ago. Perform tak perform sama jek probation 6 bulan. Macam tahi. Paling busuk aku probation kat agency within a month jek orang dah confirm aku. Masa practical aku dah dapat gaji. Aku bukan nak berlagak tapi serious rasa macam ba alif ba ya kalau ade orang took advantage of me. Ape jadah dah confirm sah sah ade increment, lepas tu ade plak a stupid rule cakap kalau this year dah ade increment next year tak de increment. Pergi jahanam.

Gaji macam tahi. Aku buat kerja pun macam tahi. Paham? Cepat dapat bonus aku nak blah.

The Irony

Nowadays in movies or even drama, whenever the plot is about fight against terrorism, the bad guys almost surely carry a muslim names and the muslims are the bad guys. Seems like terrorism is always connected to Islam. But the weird thing is terrorism was first introduced to the world not by muslims. The world's chaos we see now wasn't started by muslim neither. The so called 'world police' goes around the world wrecking governments, toppling leaders and nations, assassinating as they wish, bribing to get things their way, supplying weapons to one side and then turn their backs on the very same people. But they are hailed as the world's moral police, the hero, the civilized ones. Ironic? You bet.

That is why I love Monday.

I miss you lots, Tun.